Wow...you know those days where you have so much to say, but no clue how to say it? I'm having one of those. All of these thoughts are running through my mind, but putting them into words seems so incredibly difficult. I guess I can start by saying that I am moving on. I am not dwelling on the past. It was fun while it lasted, I got hurt, and now I'm fine. But I do not, under any circumstances want to leave the situation with hard feelings. And right now, I feel like there are hard feelings. I care about him a lot, and I want him to be happy. I don't want him to think that I would ever do anything that would jeopardize his chances for that happiness. And I feel absolutely terrible that that was the impression I gave. At first, I will admit, I was hurt and mad. And yes, I said some things online that one night that I really regret ever saying...I let my temper get the best of me. But I most certainly learned my lesson after that. I don't ever want someone to think of me as some bitch. (excuse my french). I don't ever want to be seen as that.
Kendra and Scott officially broke up last night. I feel so bad for Kendra. I'm speechless when it comes to this. I wish there was something I could say to make all of her pain go away. Seeing her hurt like this hurts me.
Well...I have lots of work to do...I need to get going.